In Shock

Currently I'm in shock. I have just realised how truly large I really am. As an explanation, I was looking on an internet forum and one girl was asking if her thighs were large for her size (8-10). Due to this people of a similar size were posting posting their measurements.

The measurements for the average size 8 seemed to come out as:

Chest - 33"

Waist - 25"

Hips - 33"

Thighs - 21"

Calves - 14"

That would mean for me to be a size 8 I would need to LOSE:

Chest - 15"

Waist - 24"

Hips - 20"

Thighs - 9"

Calves - 6"

Just seeing that in black and white has really really shocked me and made me realise how much I need to lose this weight. I can't believe what I have done to myself, however, I am now more determined than ever to get my stats down for the last time.